Monthly Archives: March 2013

CONTROL/kənˈtrōl/

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CONTROL/kənˈtrōl/

You know Itching is like a Disease
Once you Start Your Hands become Intrigued
It’s like your Body has been Infected
By this Instant Urge
You Can’t Control It or ignore it
It’s Growth is Supported by Your Actions
And your Hands feel the Need to Please
Some might Say it’s a Mind thing
If you Don’t Think about it then you won’t Feel It
  Hmm Interesting..
So You have the Power to Stop the Itch
All You have to Do is Clear it from Your Mind
Trick Your Brain into Thinking the Urge is a Lie…
The more and more You Think
The More it makes Sense
Clear it from Your mind and YOU can Stop the Itch
You Can make the Irritation Go Away
No more Redness, Pain or Spasms throughout the day
Your Mind Gives You the Power to do what YOU Choose
So You don’t have a Reason to Ever be Confused
Trust in Yourself and Believe in You
Control the Itch Don’t Let it Control YOU

-FCIS

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STOP/stäp/

“I’ve been searching for someone to satisfy my every Need…

Won’t you be my inspiration…Be the real love that I need…Real love I’m searching for the real love Someone to set my heart free…Real love I’m searching for a real love”

 

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STOP/stäp/

So I guess I’m in a Mary J. Blige mood today!  I just love how her lyrics speak to so many relatable situations.  “Real Love…I’m searching for a Real Love”.  As I was listening to this song today the lyrics reminded me of a conversation I had with someone a few years back.  He said “Stop searching and pray that you will find.”  Whoop!  Well my initial reaction to his statement was not so nice because I felt like I was being attacked lol.  As men and women we tend to stay on the defense, so naturally I was offended.  But then I thought about what he said and slowly began to digest it.  Now while his objective may have been a little off what he said made sense.  I think as people we’re always searching for something; whether it be inspiration, money, happiness, relationships ect.  However, sometimes we’re so busy looking that we forget to see what’s in front of us.  Like what makes us happy now?  What are we grateful for today?  What opportunities are already in our reach?  I’m sure once we start appreciating what we have…what we need will come or maybe we’ll realize it’s already there ; )

-FCIS

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LESSONS/ˈlesəns/

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LESSONS/ˈlesəns/

Alone with Our thoughts
After all the Hoopla
Accusations
And Assumptions
We All end up Here
Alone with Our Thoughts
This is the Moment
That Means the most
After all is Said and Done
How do We Feel?
Content
Happy
Regretful
So many Emotions run Wild
When We’re Alone with our Thoughts
It’s usually the time We Learn the most about Ourselves
Like what Makes or Breaks us
After this…Can We still Move Forward?
Or are We Stuck?
Broken?
You know that Feeling
At the Pit of your Stomach
That won’t just Go away
You Gotta work at it
Heal it
Nurture it
Confront it
Alone with Our thoughts
The Feeling of no Control
Searching for an Answer
That Only We will Know

-FCIS

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MIND /mīnd/

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MIND /mīnd/

I fell in Love with the music
Not just the way it made me Feel
Or the Power it had to Heal
It Captured my Mind Body & Soul
It made me feel Invincible
Like I could Rule the World with One Lyric
All I needed was a tight Beat and I could Persuade countries to keep the Peace
I Fell in love with the Music
Every Single beat and Rhyme
Made me feel like I could Go back in Time
Sing the Blues with Billie Holiday
Or set the Mood like Marvin Gaye
The Power it Possesses
Made me Want to Create
A Timeless Piece No man could Duplicate

-FCIS

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GRACE /grās/

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“My God is an Awesome God he reins from Heaven above with Wisdom, Power and Love my God is an Awesome God”. Man this song just makes me want to get up and praise his name : ) So I woke up today feeling kind of  blue not sure why maybe I just have a lot on my mind. I think I’m at that pivotal point in my life where I feel like every decision I make is so critical! But then I closed my eyes and remembered the God I serve.  As people we have no control over what tomorrow brings all we can do is live for today.  So TODAY I decided not to lean on my own understanding, but to trust and believe in him.  And you know what something began to move in my spirit!!! I began to see a change in my attitude, my way of thinking, my talk and my walk.  Now I feel like I have my armor on and whatever gets thrown at me I’m READY FOR IT!!!

GRACE /grās/

Nights like this
Make me realize how beautiful Life is
Just looking back on where I’ve been
Through every lie and little sin
God’s Grace keeps me time and time again
Cherish the gifts that are given to you
Each breath you take should never be Forsaken
The life You live is Yours for the taking
So Dance until your feet Hurt
And Laugh until you cry
And Take advantage of your Life
For Trouble doesn’t Last Always
And Joy comes in the morning
Love people for Where they’re At
And Not Where They’re Going
Smile just because it’s Sunrise
And when it gets Tough Close your Eyes and simply Trust
God will see you through Every Step of the way
You are his Child there will Soon be Better days
Nights like this
I Thank him for who He is
His Mercy and Grace
Gets Me through the day

-FCIS

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GROWTH /grōTH/

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Anyone who really knows me knows how much I LOVE movies!  Well last night I finally saw Flight starring Denzel Washington…Yes I know I’m late, but better late than never right?  Anyway I thought the movie was great and I really liked the story line and message It left me with.  At the end of the movie Whip’s (character played by Denzel Washington) son asked him a question.  Who are you?  He told his father he was writing an essay about the most fascinating man he Never Knew!!!  This really hit close to home for me.  Over time we have people come in and out of our lives, but how many of them do we really know and how many know who we really are????  Most of us are okay with hearing about a person or going off of what we think we see rather than taking the time to ask that person who they are.  Facebook, Instagram, Twitter and other social networks only show you a piece of someone.  Or sometimes just the part they want you to see, but that’s not always who they are.

GROWTH /grōTH/

Who am I
Some will Never know
I’m a friend, sister, lover
Who still needs time to Grow
She once told me that I’m an
Inspiration
That to her I’m one of Gods most beautiful Creations
But she wishes she knew Me more
To her My Life is a Spectacle
And she’s viewing it Through a Glass Door
She can Watch and See everything I do
But being apart of the show is something she could never manage to do
Without the blood lines We would never Care
We share a DNA that Forces us to be there
The Simplest things seem far and few
The Easiest things seem like the Hardest things to Do
Who Am I
Some will Never know
I’m a friend, sister, lover
Who still needs time to Grow…

-FCIS

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LOSE /lo͞oz/

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LOSE /lo͞oz/

When You’re UP
You’re  UP
And Everybody’s Around
But when Shit Hits the Fan
You tend to Lose Your “Crowd”
Stretching out a $20
To get you through the Week
You have a Goal to Obtain
And the Club Scene has Lost it’s Tweak
Your Desires are Beginning to Change
No more Brand Chasing
Or Scouting for the New Range
People around You are Growing
While You remain the Same
So take a Look Around
And See what’s CLEAR
Bottle Service for A night…
Or a Business Plan that gets you through the Years
The Choice is Yours
You Decide Your Crowd
When the Lights come On
Will They still be Around ?
So Choose your Team Wisely
Recognize The Real from The Fake
LA has a way of Glossing UP
DEAD WEIGHT

-FCIS

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