Monthly Archives: February 2013

FEAR /fi(ə)r/

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FEAR /fi(ə)r/

Good Night and Good Morning
The Two are so Near
One can’t let up and one can’t Stay Clear
Sometimes I don’t know the difference between the Two
It’s like I’ve got two Left feet and One Right shoe
But after each Mistake I Learn something New
Like Why does trouble Follow like a Shadow unseen?
It’s like I’m trying to Wake Up but my lids are Glued to the Seams
And when I finally do My World is Unclear
I’m Following a Road that Leads to Nowhere
So Why can’t I just let it Go
Why can’t I shake this Feeling of No Control
Why is it so Hard to Sleep when you’re Awake
And Why is the Past so hard to Shake
I’m TRYING to Wake up and See What’s Here
But My Troubles Keep Chasing My Fears

-FCIS

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VISION /ˈviZHən/

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VISION /ˈviZHən/

Time is Ticking
And it’s Not Waiting for me
Still waiting for the Time to be all that I can Be
But the Clock is moving Fast
And I’m Trying to Move faster
Ain’t got No time to Waste
No more Endless Moments in space
The time is Here
The time is Now
I Hear the sound
Telling me to Move Now
What’s Holding me back?
Or Stopping me from Reaching
I got Dreams Deadlier then Impeachments
Trying to stay on the Right Track
And Take what’s Mine
No Room for Mistakes
My Destiny Is My Life
So I’m tryna Move Forward
Without looking Back at the Same Time

My Visions are Beginning to come Clear
My Manifestation is Near…

-FCIS

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THIRST /THərst/

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THIRST /THərst/

Its Comeback Season
But I’m Still Sleep
I Hear the rustle of the Wind
She Craves the Hustle of the Streets
The Fear creates an Attraction Many seek
But the Lifestyle has a Peak
Like everything that Comes fast Goes
But only those who Lived it really Know
Trying to separate the Old me from the New
Fighting a past that Others like to review
I’m not Her
She’s not Me
We are Two
When She comes I Go
When She leaves I Retrieve
Somedays are easy
Others not so much
Trying to put a Blindfold
On the  Nighttime Rush
Its Comeback Season
But I’m still Sleep
I Hear the Rustle of the wind
She Craves the Hustle of the Streets

-FCIS

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COCAINE /kōˈkān/

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COCAINE /kōˈkān/

I still think about you from time to Time
The way you use to watch me with your Hazel Green Eyes
Somehow you were able to see through all my Lies
Maybe it was the Wisdom that came with your Age
You made me feel like we were on the same Page
The weekends we spent Exploring the Sheets…
When I stepped into the door my knees grew Instantly Weak
You were Memorized by my butter cream Thighs
And your smile I could not Oblige
But an Overdose of Pleasure

Can cause a Lifetime of Pain
Hell after a while even Cocaine don’t feel the Same

-FCIS

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TERRITORY/ˈterəˌtôrē/

TERRITORY/ˈterəˌtôrē/

Mo Betta
Know Betta
My favorite movie and song all wrapped up in one

I love music because It often tells stories I can’t convey

In the most clever way…

 

Isn’t it crazy how an ended relationship causes you to change
Your movement?
Like the places you use to go
You can’t go anymore… And the person you once knew

Is no longer recognizable…

The Territory of LOVE

-FCIS

 

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STRUGGLE /ˈstrəgəl/

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STRUGGLE /ˈstrəgəl/

I was told to move Forward and never Look back
Roll with the punches
And Pick up the  slack
But I keep Trying to find my way Back
The Further I get
The longer my Reach
The stronger My stride
The Greater my leap…
So this Time I’ll Go
And Never look back
The Present is Here
I can No Longer live in the Past

-FCIS

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TODAY /təˈdā/

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Life Lesson: Seize Every Day

Feb 8, 2013 by Tamera Mowry
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 The other day, Adam, Aden and I had a brush with a very scary situation.  We were driving along on the highway, when all of a sudden the car in front of us crashed into the car in front of it.  We watched in horror as the car flipped over and over and over again on the highway. It was terrifying…I still get chills now just thinking about it. Our life really flashed right before our eyes. We were the next car in the accident that had a car flipping more than once straight ahead of us across the freeway! Although the moment goes so fast, you actually feel like you are moving in slow motion. All I could think about was protecting our new son Aden. Once we got out of our car and helped the victims, I just held our lil baby and cried.

I was grateful for my lovely family and realized the fact that life is too short. Life is too short to not do what you have set your heart out to do. Life is too short to hold any grudges. Life is short, and life is beautiful. To have the gift of life is a blessing. Many die daily and if you are alive right now, then you have been given that gift.  It’s important we live it to the fullest and not get stuck or preoccupied with the worries, fears or pain. Instead, all we can do is trust in God and live every day He’s given us to the very fullest. 

Ladies, let me ask you: What is holding you back from living freely, loving fiercely and pursuing your dreams?  We should all treasure every moment we have in this fleeting life and take every opportunity to pursue our passions.  Life is too short put things off. 

You can do anything you put your mind to, and today is the day to start making your dreams happen.  I believe in all of you!

 Live, breathe, love, help, give, and smell the frickin’ roses.

What is a passion you have that you’ve been scared of pursuing? A grudge against someone that you want to let go of? Share your stories with me in the comments below and let’s support each other in this journey!

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TODAY /təˈdā/
 
Yes witnessing a tragic accident can be tough and life changing but it is often what happens after that helps us recover. The above post speaks volumes to my soul. After reading this I immediately started to cry, and I don’t cry. I’m probably the most non emotional woman you’ll ever meet, but when I do cry it’s usually at the most random times. EX: The song Shug Avery sings to her father at the end of “The Color Purple” when she’s walking from the Juke joint to the church with about 30 people in tow gets me every time!
 
I guess what she wrote affected me so much because it applies to me. I’ve wasted so much time not doing what I love and being afraid. So when I read something like this it evokes a fire that’s deep down inside of me screaming; “What the Hell Are You Waiting For”! What you want is in your reach all you have to do is move on it. Everything in life is a struggle hell starting this blog was a struggle for me, but I finally decided to just do it. Hey what’s the worst that could happen??? ; ) With that said if you are the person whose waiting and not living I encourage you to STOP WAITING and MOVE “All you got is space and opportunity”.
-FCIS
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TIME /tīm/

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TIME /tīm/

You asked me to stay

And I said No…

You asked me to give up

What I began to Grow…

You asked me to TRUST you

And Understand…

But I couldn’t Give up

What I had in my Hand…

-FCIS

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INTOXICATION \in-ˌtäk-sə-ˈkā-shən\

 

INTOXICATION \in-ˌtäk-sə-ˈkā-shən\

Enjoy the Libations

The sound is simply amazing

The music captivates my mind

The LYRICS bring me back to life

The WOMAN who is FREe

Is mE

Trying to keep a Woman captive is like trying to clip her Wings…

-FCIS

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BREATH /breTH/

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BREATH  /breTH/

I want something that takes my breath away
I’m not talking about that Keith Sweat lovin
I want to feel it in my SOUL
I wanna wake up with a feeling I can’t control
Like a DRUM that want stop beating
A fresh seed that’s risen from the cement
Some call it the gift that never stops giving
Others may even call it a healing
I call it that moment when you no longer lust
You close your eyes and SUDDENLY begin to trust
Your body looses control of all logic
The mind set you use is no longer philosophic
I’m talkin about that shout with out a doubt
Till you can’t smile no more
Your bodies movin in convulsions you use to fantasize for…
I’ll know without a doubt when I see it
Our souls will meet instantly no need to take the scenic
Until then I smile without a grin
Waiting just waiting for this loving that will never end

-FCIS

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